Tuesday, March 10, 2009
this weekend i went to Bursa..hehehe it was unplanned..but it was kewl..like i wasnt planin to go..hahhahaha it was so sudden that we left mina back here..she did not have the home keys so she had to stay over at grandmas..and like had to borrow uniform from her freind for skool..hahahaha yeah funny shit
anyhwo so yeah first we stayed at Mudanya..god that place was amazing!then we went to Bursa..we went to Uludag Mountain..god that place!i fuking wna do snowboard man! the people over there were damn sexi!and the outfits and shit!and that place...fuck man!beautiful!
then yeah there was meeting ebrars fiancee...hehehe he was cute...i hope they both get happy!
anywho im talking with maheen and salwa...they might come turkey this summer!wawawewah!!!!ahahahahahahah that would be fuking sweeeeeeeet!hope they can actually come!
anyhwo so yeah first we stayed at Mudanya..god that place was amazing!then we went to Bursa..we went to Uludag Mountain..god that place!i fuking wna do snowboard man! the people over there were damn sexi!and the outfits and shit!and that place...fuck man!beautiful!
then yeah there was meeting ebrars fiancee...hehehe he was cute...i hope they both get happy!
anywho im talking with maheen and salwa...they might come turkey this summer!wawawewah!!!!ahahahahahahah that would be fuking sweeeeeeeet!hope they can actually come!
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
i haven't talk to you for a while..or her...but we havent talked more...and i miss you..i am so sorry i am there for you today..i would do anyhing to be there..i am really sorry..i hope you will be happy rest of your life..i hope you okay right now..i am trying to get credit and call you..seriously hope you okay..dont forget that iloveyou!
cant find the words to express myself..but..its just..i hope your good!i hope you'll be happy!
iloveyou!..
cant find the words to express myself..but..its just..i hope your good!i hope you'll be happy!
iloveyou!..
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
today me sedef cansu and mina went to cagdas sanat merkezi..there was a short film festival..2.El Kisa Film Festivali..it was good..it was festival for short films which previously werent watched by juries..and Nejat Isler were there tooXD..man he was like HAWT!hahahaha and he was like so normal..he didnt look like he was an actor for shit..and like he doesnt like atenton and you could have seen it from the way he acted..and god!sedefs like has been a fan of him for 11 years...yessss...tooo long!haahahahahahaa so yeah she told us about this festival..so we decided to go..there were good short films..and important juries..like famous directors and actors were there too..hehehe they were sittng like just infront of meXD..and yeah..i liked it..and i want my short film be performed in front of this kind of people too..heheh so yeah..i think i want to spend more time in the short film and documentary club...heheheXD
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
First of all i want to say happi burfday Elcin!
yeah to day we went to her burfday party..she was mad at us because we went late..but we had a good reason..
we found out something important today..first i ws shocked..then i panicd..i was scared for her..damn scared..i was worried..kept on thinking if shes okay..if it was tough and hard..if shes alone..and then the thing..god man..i was like if thats okay too..then tought of the future..whts gonna happen?will she be fine?i wished i was there..even though there isnt much i can do..i would feel so much better if i was there..so maybe she wouldnt feel alone..that would mean the world to me..thank god there was aishah..she was helpful..i asked her so many questions but couldnt help it..i was fuck worried..
and after sometime..i am like..the thing!omg..i couldnt beleive it..never imagined this to be like this..but stuff happens..before it felt like a joke..now it feels real like death..if you want the truth..i was kinda happy too..cause now i was a..and i felt like i was there too..watching all this..but then i am like..what is she going to do now..is she happy or sad?whats she thinking about this..i felt worried again..and sadness..i wish i was there..wish i could say everything is going to be fine..it killes me that i cant make her okay..all i can do is wishing thats shes okay..and hoping thats shes with the person she loves..cause i am scared if shes going to feel alone..and like only if i knew..damn i feel hopeless..i hope shes fine!
iloveyou!
"You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you "
yeah to day we went to her burfday party..she was mad at us because we went late..but we had a good reason..
we found out something important today..first i ws shocked..then i panicd..i was scared for her..damn scared..i was worried..kept on thinking if shes okay..if it was tough and hard..if shes alone..and then the thing..god man..i was like if thats okay too..then tought of the future..whts gonna happen?will she be fine?i wished i was there..even though there isnt much i can do..i would feel so much better if i was there..so maybe she wouldnt feel alone..that would mean the world to me..thank god there was aishah..she was helpful..i asked her so many questions but couldnt help it..i was fuck worried..
and after sometime..i am like..the thing!omg..i couldnt beleive it..never imagined this to be like this..but stuff happens..before it felt like a joke..now it feels real like death..if you want the truth..i was kinda happy too..cause now i was a..and i felt like i was there too..watching all this..but then i am like..what is she going to do now..is she happy or sad?whats she thinking about this..i felt worried again..and sadness..i wish i was there..wish i could say everything is going to be fine..it killes me that i cant make her okay..all i can do is wishing thats shes okay..and hoping thats shes with the person she loves..cause i am scared if shes going to feel alone..and like only if i knew..damn i feel hopeless..i hope shes fine!
iloveyou!
"You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you "
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Saturday, January 31, 2009
happi burfday AISHAH and NADINE!<3
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
and owhh yeah!
happy belayed burfday quba:]
happy belayed burfday quba:]
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we had history exam..it was..ahahahah i dont even remember the questions..thanks to my friend i coppied everything from her:]anywho man..i am dman tired..woke up at 6.00am today cause we had the fucking exam in the fucking morning..sooo sleepy!only slept like for 2 hours..and i got two more exams left!god finally!then holidays~!wawawewah!
man....i do not know what to blog..hmmm....tomorrow there is caglas skols festival thing..i think i am going..am i?yeah i think so..or i dnno..think i should cal her..but then i have to study for my exam too cause i got two exams on the same day..damn it dave..hahahha..man i think i am sick..cause feel like throwing up..ewww i hate this feeling..anywho i am bored..dust!:]
man....i do not know what to blog..hmmm....tomorrow there is caglas skols festival thing..i think i am going..am i?yeah i think so..or i dnno..think i should cal her..but then i have to study for my exam too cause i got two exams on the same day..damn it dave..hahahha..man i think i am sick..cause feel like throwing up..ewww i hate this feeling..anywho i am bored..dust!:]
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