Wednesday, February 4, 2009
First of all i want to say happi burfday Elcin!
yeah to day we went to her burfday party..she was mad at us because we went late..but we had a good reason..
we found out something important today..first i ws shocked..then i panicd..i was scared for her..damn scared..i was worried..kept on thinking if shes okay..if it was tough and hard..if shes alone..and then the thing..god man..i was like if thats okay too..then tought of the future..whts gonna happen?will she be fine?i wished i was there..even though there isnt much i can do..i would feel so much better if i was there..so maybe she wouldnt feel alone..that would mean the world to me..thank god there was aishah..she was helpful..i asked her so many questions but couldnt help it..i was fuck worried..
and after sometime..i am like..the thing!omg..i couldnt beleive it..never imagined this to be like this..but stuff happens..before it felt like a joke..now it feels real like death..if you want the truth..i was kinda happy too..cause now i was a..and i felt like i was there too..watching all this..but then i am like..what is she going to do now..is she happy or sad?whats she thinking about this..i felt worried again..and sadness..i wish i was there..wish i could say everything is going to be fine..it killes me that i cant make her okay..all i can do is wishing thats shes okay..and hoping thats shes with the person she loves..cause i am scared if shes going to feel alone..and like only if i knew..damn i feel hopeless..i hope shes fine!
iloveyou!
"You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you "
yeah to day we went to her burfday party..she was mad at us because we went late..but we had a good reason..
we found out something important today..first i ws shocked..then i panicd..i was scared for her..damn scared..i was worried..kept on thinking if shes okay..if it was tough and hard..if shes alone..and then the thing..god man..i was like if thats okay too..then tought of the future..whts gonna happen?will she be fine?i wished i was there..even though there isnt much i can do..i would feel so much better if i was there..so maybe she wouldnt feel alone..that would mean the world to me..thank god there was aishah..she was helpful..i asked her so many questions but couldnt help it..i was fuck worried..
and after sometime..i am like..the thing!omg..i couldnt beleive it..never imagined this to be like this..but stuff happens..before it felt like a joke..now it feels real like death..if you want the truth..i was kinda happy too..cause now i was a..and i felt like i was there too..watching all this..but then i am like..what is she going to do now..is she happy or sad?whats she thinking about this..i felt worried again..and sadness..i wish i was there..wish i could say everything is going to be fine..it killes me that i cant make her okay..all i can do is wishing thats shes okay..and hoping thats shes with the person she loves..cause i am scared if shes going to feel alone..and like only if i knew..damn i feel hopeless..i hope shes fine!
iloveyou!
"You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holdin' on'
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong'
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you "
♥ My
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